As far as I'm concern, my face went chili red and my mouth drop to way beyond help and it makes me looks horrible. I am mad. I feel frustrated, I feel like I want to throw a tantrum and I want to throw something unfortunately at YOU! Luckily I calm my brutish rages. Istighfar a lot and stop thinking about maddening facts.
Even after you've apologize, I feel mad. But at that time, I've clam down a little bit because I've sat down and the air cond breeze swept away little of my rage. Until you stop at the nasi lemak stall and I went to buy some breakfast for both of us, my heart and feeling are completely cooled. Then I reflect myself, if I did not control myself and says many nasty things to you, I do not know how I can apologize and make up to you. Huhuhu. T_T
I realize then, devil is at his mightiest power when we're mad in rage. It can seduce you and make you do bad things and says bad things at the time you're angry. Istighfar, sit down, take wudhu', then the rage will calm down. Do not blurt out anything that is or are storming inside you. Or else, it will be to late to take it back.
P.S: Remember, even if the person hurt you or your feeling, it is not your right to take revenge and fight back with nasty words and actions. Sometimes, the most painful punishment is forgiveness with a smile (even if it is fake smile >_<).
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