1st Anniversary

24 december 2012 will be our first anniversary. HAPPY? Yet there's a lot more to be accomplish in future. Will this be our first start of happy years to come or not? Will there be 2nd , 3rd and lots more anniversary? Yet only Allah know what have been kept for us. What is the use of showing happiness to other while pinning one own heart to suffer. What is the meaning. It may be overwhelm with joy, laughter and  warm smiles, but in the end you sleeps with your pillow wet from tears. No? Be patient, steadfast is the answer, Allah will not test you if you're not capable and cannot bear it. Evil will laugh, grin and claps for what is inside the human head if we're only think based on nafs.

This is the place

What have become of me? 

This place used to be my comfort place

Where I sat while hugging my knees

Tremble and dropping liters of tears. 

What have become of me?

Easily caught in a situation 

Rage with fury and damn with broken heart

What have become of me?

I have once turned to you 

For protection and little mean of joy

Collagen

Now it is a Collagen trends. Every nooks and cranny there's promotions on Collagen, whether it is made out of natural marine source or any other unknown materials. I have found some of the benefits and effect of it in a positive ways. Lets us read it, this one is from: (It's in Malay Language, let me know if you want me to translate it for you). ~<@

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Catalyst4u/306651616107572?ref=hl

Khasiat Catalyst Collagen:

1. Membantu proses pemulihan osteoperosis & osteoarthritis

2. Mengembalikan kesegaran dan keremajaan kulit

3. Mengatasi masalah kulit kusam, kering dan berkedut

4. Membantu melicinkan tumit merekah dan kuku malap

5. Menyuburkan rambut agar kelihatan lebat dan berkilau

6. Membantu mengaktifkan semua metabolisme tisu-tisu tubuh ketahap maksima

Kesan Collagen

1.       Kulit tidak berminyak

2.       Dapat mengurangkan masalah jerawat dan menghilangkan parut-parut jerawat

3.       Dapat mengurangkan parut-parut

4.       Badan akan rasa lebih cergas dan bertenaga

5.       Minda menjadi cergas dan pergerakan anggota badan menjadi lebih lancar

P.S: I eat this product as my supplementary and my skin feels so soft. >_<

Affiliate Program

I'm new in this affiliate program. It happens that I've found a nice link to e-book on how to write scripts (drama and movie stuff). I believe, the writer is one of the experts in the field. I will somehow and someday get the e-book myself.

Feel like writing a drama script sometimes, but...my will power is not that strong. It might end up half way through. Arghh...Needs to dig up my passion again. Allah please help me.

P.S: The affiliate link is here. Do take a tour. Hohoho. 

http://www.penulisanskrip.com/hop.php?ref=raihanrani

Life

Life is like a twisted branch if you did not manage it properly.

Utterly speaking, all the ups and downs have its own reason. Why? You may not know it instantly, but you'll be revealed to it slowly. Maybe some of us start slowly from below and little start right at the top, it doesn't matter. All that's matter is where is our last destination and who have we become. Says, gratitude and humbleness are important in life, it makes us feel enough with what we have, but at the same time we strive to excel to a higher level of life. Seeking after money, fame and wealth are just temporary, but it's not a sin. On the other hand, it is blessing life, peace and harmony that we suppose to search and aim. 

P.S:Smile when you feel tired, laugh when you feel stressed out and grin when you're angry.

Flower in a pot

I love Hydrangea, the colors changing, the beautiful flowers and the rounding shapes of full bloom. Early October, I went to Cameron Highland and get one of those beautiful potted plant. I provoked my husband to buy them for me. I've chosen the whitish colored flower. The shop owner told me that, the flower is at their earliest color. First it will be a whitish bloom, then it will turn to pale bluish, dark blue and lastly it will become pinkish and pale pink. How nice. I love the changes. 

The hydrangea that I bought home is already blooming, but it is crowded with lots of flowers. So the flower is not fully bloom. I did not have time to do research on how to take care of the hydrangea, so I put them in the kitchen and water it now and then. 

The hydrangea stays fresh until the weekend on 26 October 2012. Huhuhu. It's because that we left it in an open space at the kitchen for 3 days without water. Poor my baby. The flower tilt a little bit. Just now I've prune it and messing with it. The branches and leaves started to brown. 

P.S: I am now waiting for Hydrangea to change its color to bluish. Can't wait! Continued in Flower in pot-Part 2

Tour in Melaka- Jalan-jalan cari pasal

Late sunday (21st October 2012) the faculty organized a field trip to Melaka for the International student. We opened for 23 participants. At first, the intention is that we want to bring the graduate student to a some sort of reunion after they have been a part when they finish their studies.  But of course, as I have suspected before I write the trip proposal, there are only few who reply the email to participate in the trip. Haishhh...

Then the trip was opened to all the current student. Here comes the trouble. Never I imagined that taking care of 18 international university students is equal with taking care of 36 Montessori kids. Because of time constraint we have to hurry here and there and actually we have no time to waste on waiting one person by one person. Half of the day is spent on waiting and travelling on the bus. 

Overall this trip is a failure. This my first field trip as an organizer, but it did not turned well. Hmm... It's okay, there will be another time and I will get used to organize and coordinate the trip more and more. I'll just have to think positive. 

In Melaka, we went for a Duck Boat tour. I reserved the whole boat for us. The cost is RM1500. If you want to reserve the whole boat, you must contact them 2-3 weeks prior the date. Their contact number is 06-2925595 and their Ticket counter is just beside Menara Taming Sari in Jalan Merdeka, Bandar Hilir. The route by duck boat is not very interesting. It is better if we take the river cruise and cruised along the Melaka Straits.   

After the duck boat tour, we went for Taming Sari Tower. The actual cost for riding it is RM20. But because we are a students, including myself  >_<, we get discount and it only cost us RM8.00 per pax. Lucky us. But....You have to call them and fax the letter from your organization to get the price. Hehehe. Their contact number is 06-2881100. Taming Sari Tower is a very interesting monument and place you must go and ride it. You'll see the entire Melaka because of it.  Go and google for Menara Taming Sari if you want to know more about it. For Acrophobia person, you must try this to overcome you fear. Hehehe.

After that we went for lunch. We go separate way for lunch because a lot of the students want to eat fast food. While I want to bring them to eat local famous dish Asam Pedas. They did not want to try at all. Most of the Chinese just want to eat Chinese food. Maybe because Malaysian cuisine do not suite them at all. T_T All and all, I am satisfied and relieved that the restaurant that my brother and I went for lunch is delicious. No wonder it's always full and famous for it's Asam Pedas. Sadly they did not accept reservation on Saturday and Sunday. Here are the name card I got from the restaurant (Asam Pedas Selera Kampung). 

After lunch there are disasters I don't want to talk about. Huhuhu. Then around 7.00 p.m, we went for dinner   at Api-Api Steamboat and Grill Restaurant. We got discount and we feels like artists because lots of people takes our picture while we're eating. Haishhh...Here are the discount voucher and map how to get around there. The food are good and halal. Now a day, it is hard to get Halal Steamboat and Grill Restaurant. The restaurant is just in front (cross the road) of AEON Bandaraya. It's on the new building.

Today, I've been typing a lot. Hehehe. I will stop here. I may bored you with all the writing if I type some more. 

P.S: I really need helps in handling trip. I cannot organize and went alone. Luckily I brought my brother with me. Thanks brother, for helping me. Love you a lot.

You make me MAD

As far as I'm concern, my face went chili red and my mouth drop to way beyond help and it makes me looks horrible. I am mad. I feel frustrated, I feel like I want to throw a tantrum and I want to throw something unfortunately at YOU! Luckily I calm my brutish rages. Istighfar a lot and stop thinking about maddening facts. 

Even after you've apologize, I feel mad. But at that time, I've clam down a little bit because I've sat down and the air cond breeze swept away little of my rage. Until you stop at the nasi lemak stall and I went to buy some breakfast for both of us, my heart and feeling are completely cooled. Then I reflect myself, if I did not control myself and says many nasty things to you, I do not know how I can apologize and make up to you. Huhuhu. T_T

I realize then, devil is at his mightiest power when we're mad in rage. It can seduce you and make you do bad things  and says bad things at the time you're angry. Istighfar, sit down, take wudhu', then the rage will calm down. Do not blurt out anything that is or are storming inside you. Or else, it will be to late to take it back. 

P.S: Remember, even if the person hurt you or your feeling, it is not your right to take revenge and fight back with nasty words and actions. Sometimes, the most painful punishment is forgiveness with a smile (even if it is fake smile >_<). 

Here I am

Here I am, new job, new place. Never I imagine to work in such field and place. Sometimes we plan and plan and plan but the things we plan will have different outcome. Maybe better maybe it will cost you tears. :)

Now I'm a wife with jobs and I've come to realize that how hard it is to do the house chores after return from work. Maybe it just me. >_< I really need to blend in AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. Please Allah, gives me strength and will power to serve You and be a good wife to my lovely husband, better daughter to my parents and best sister to my siblings. I love them all very dearly.  

P.S: I'm handling International students right now. Yeayy!! Hope to improve my rusty English. T_T

My...I just realize

Yesterday when we climbed the stairs to the house, you tripped over and almost fell. It brings my attention to your shoes and suddenly I felt shocked and sad. Your shoes have ripped apart, yet you still wears it and you wouldn't mind to change or buy new one for yourself because you've rather buy me one. I love you. How on that moment I reflect myself as a very selfish wife to you. I'm very sorry. It turn out that sometimes I asked to many things from you and you make it possible even it is hard for you.

I love you so much.

P.S: I laughed just to cover my tears. Sorry dear

Not my intention

That's not my intention. I'm sorry if my words hurt you. It's not my intention... It's just that I miss the old you. I feel lonely and cold without you by my side. 

Its been a long time since I've drawn myself from work. Maybe it's time that I find a better place for better future with you.

May Allah widen the path for us. 

P.S : Always hope the best for you darling....Do not overwork yourself. You'll have no time to spare for your Creator if that happen

New Year, New Status

2012 come bashing her ways to our lives. Now now, with new status here, as a wife to a darling husband, I need to learn lots of things. Now my routine changes and lots of things must be shared. Everything I do, I must think about my other half, that is darling.

Yesterday, it had been a blessed, darling styled my hair. So cute...Love the way darling cut my hair and style it. Adorable..

Hope our happiness will last. Love darling more and more.