One + One -24 December 2011 is now in a well bless memoirs...

4days have past since I become darling beloved wife. Laugh and even cried together in the new status, that is wedded couple.

It's hard to see the man you love cried when you cried. Your tears become unbearable and flows just like Lata Kijang Waterfall. Shushhh away and wipe their tears with love and jokes. Believe me, it won't fail if you sealed it with kisses. Wink! Love my darling.

Thank you for accepting me and take me into your life. Trying to adapt days by days. It seems like just yesterday we're in engagement status. ;p

28 Days!!!

Owhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....28 days before D DAY!! Sooo....huhoooo....speechless babe...Lots of things to be setlle. Suddenly there's some bad news about the photographer! She didn't attend and record for the bride solemnization ceremony. ALLAH HU AKBAR... I'm so worried.... I've already paid the depo.

Not sure about the photographer anymore. Should I hire others to be on the save side or should I just wait and see...??

36 Days to go and still counting

Done! Using Photoshop CS5, I've made our Initials. Love it! Simple yet meaningful at least to me.

A-Azmi, the person who have the most loving eyes (those eyelashes never fails to impress the girls who wears fake eyelashes), very steadfast and very firm in words and actions in Raihan point of view.

R-Raihan, the person who is sensitive beyond anything else that might sulk even for little mistake you do, maybe silently and maybe openly opposing you but those cuteness will make you want to slap her (at least that's what Azmi is thinking right now).

They're match made in heaven, Insyaallah. May Allah grant them all the happiness that they can enjoy and be thankful because of that. >_< Semoga dipermudahkan jalan untuk penyatuan dua insan ini dan diperluaskan pintu rezeki. Aminnn....

Waaseyyy...Semester Break with lots of things being settled

I'm smiling from ear to ear. Lots of thing have been settle these past two weeks.

A. Forms, Kursus Kahwin Cert & Misc

1. Form for the bride- DONE

2. Form for the bridegroom- DONE

3. Kursus Kahwin cert for both(2 copies)- DONE

4. Bride's Parent Weds Cert(2 copies)- done

5. HIV Test- done (at Klinik Kesihatan Pantai, Wisma Goshen. very smooth and easy)

B. Wedding Attire

1. Kain for solemnization- Tempah already

2. Kain for reception - Tempah already

3. Baju Melayu for solemnization- done

4. Sampin for solemnization- done

5. Songkok or tanjak?- Not yet

6. Baju Melayu for reception- Tempah already

B2. Bride's family Attire

1. Kain Ela for Mak, Yen & Qis- Done

2. Corsaj- Almost done

3. Baju Melayu for Abah & Ammar- Done

C. Invitation (DIY)<-solely because our guest is just 350 selected lucky people. Wink2!

1. Art paper- Done (RM5/ 100 sheets) super murah!! At Advanco in Taman Melawati, Setapak near Bagus Bakery

2. Printer Laserjet sponsored by Abah- checked

3. Envi or wooden long box- Not needed.

4. Envi wax seal SET (RM49.90)- NA. Our initial is already run out of stocks. Huhuhu

5. Wax-Red(RM11.30), -Gold, Silver & Bronze(RM35.70)- Done (Red is taken, classic)

6. Ribbon-Nope! Replace with paper string

D. Food & Beverages

1. Nasi Tomato (500pax)- done

1.1. Menu- done

1.2. Confirmation-Done

1.2. Payment- Not yet

1.3. Ask for makan beradap (include/not)- Yep Inclusive

2. Candy table

2.1. Cuppies- Yen

2.2. Puddings- Mak

2.3. Choco ball- Me

2.4. Mashi- Done

2.5. Cendol- Maybe

E. Canopy

1. Three (3)/Four (4) should be enough- Already confirm

2. Payment- Not yet

F. Deco(DIY)

1. For Canopy (DIY)

1.1. Paper lantern (China)- Done

1.2. Tissue Paper (Ikea)

1.3. Ribbon

1.4. Cloth pegs (Jusco)

1.5. Ballons- Done

1.6. Wool thread-NA

2. Dais (DIY)- NA (I just go for the unique walk way. Don't want anything to do with chair which makes me more round and duhh...unflattered @_@)

2.1. Backdrop

2.2. Balang-balang kaca

2.3. Ribbon

2.4. Flower, Leaves & Grass

2.5. Mini Pillow

2.6. Cleopatra Chair
2.7. Other props

3. Small table

3.1. Table 4-6

3.2. Alas Meja (Plastic cover & Special theme cloth)

3.3. Centerpiece(Ikea)

3.4. Fishes

3.5. Mini pillow

G. Musics & Entertainment

1. CD Burn- Not yet

2. Projector

3. Amplifier (sponsored by darling)

H. Doorgift

1. Favor tin

2. Eggs

3. Bags

I. Newly Wed room

1. Cadar- done

2. Tilam- done

3. Bed frame- Not yet

4. Deco- Not yet

J. Misc

1. Banner- Not yet

2. Tunjuk Arah

3. Other booth

3.1. Canvas

3.2. Props

3.3. Table

At the moment, we aim for the uniqueness and simplicity. But I love unique more.... Please let me pick living things for my doorgift Darling.....Heee..

Two things Down....One thing Leaning

One, Two, Three! Get Blast!! Hehehe. Last weekend, which is yesterday and the day before that, I went to measure my size at Taman Melati. For what? To make a solemnization dress and reception dress...Yeaayyy!! Finally one thing settled for me for this wedding arrangement. For the record, I bought the kain-kain at Semua House and Kamdar Jalan TAR after long days and weeks of surveying (Hadoii...susah nak layan pengantin perempuan ini rupanya). I forgot what I saw in Gulati's when I entered that Bridal Boutique. Which is not a good sign at all. I forgot to compare the texture of material, design, the free gift and mostly the price.(ARGHH!) But above all, after sending it to the tailor whom I consider professional, I feel satisfy even if the lace seems to be a little bit tacky and old fashion. Alaaa.. Luckily Big Sister sponsored the kain for both of us. Alhamdulillah. Thank you so much Eliyani Yazreen. Sayang Kamu! Nevertheless, for dresses, everything have been settled, just wait for the result. @_@. Tak sabar nak tengok....Owh not to mention, I bought 6 meters of white satin for my solemnization dress...6 METERS you! Tailor kata banyaknya...And that kain is also heavy..Hehehe. So no see through for me. Good good.. On the other hand, actually the design needs chiffon to make the dress look softer. I just let the tailor buy it for me. Karang salah beli dan tak mengikut spesifikasi tailor susah pulak nak jadikan design tu realiti. Hehehe. The design is so me...Unique. Inspired by Mr Rizalman design. Thanks for the inspiration sir!

Another things, Forms for the bridegroom have been settled plus the bride's form. It just that, I have to submit it to the JAWI later on. Must find time to go there.

Two things down, one thing leaning. What is the leaning things? Is it Pisa Tower? Is it Eiffel Tower? Of course it is not KL Tower right? Hehehe. Other leaning things that are waiting to be settle down is the invitation card. Huh?? Yeah! I've (should type we've ;p) found the right and precise paper for the DIY invitation card. Alhamdulillah. Yesterday we've(should type my darling) designed and printed the foolproof copy. Very Nice and neat... The design is SO US! I 'll reveal the design later on. Now it's still in progress.

After one by one things have been settled, now it seems that I will have to focus and focus more like darling have said. Full swing mode for the entire week and month.

Mak & Abah

Alhamdulillah we meet again in this new entry. Mom and dad? Why is the title written that way? Title spokes bout the content of this entry. Insyaallah. :)

Mom and dad going to perform their 5th rukun Islam that is the Hajj. Insyaallah mom and dad will be going there on 21st of October this year, that is to be precise this friday. And of course going there is not like 5 to 10 days of staying. They will be there until 4th of December. Insyaallah. May Allah grant mom, dad and all the muslim went there a Haji Mabrur. Aminnn....

Speaking of December, what is it going on on that month a part from welcoming mom and dad back? Yep! My big day! Hehehe. Two weeks after that. May Allah grant us peace of mind and smooth event throughout the Barakah day. Aminnn...

Now, back to mom and dad topic. Above was just a commercial break. :p Mom and dad have been prepared their bags in cosmic speed (tau-tau je dah ada semua benda, from Ihram cloth to stockings and other small things). Hehehe. Abah seems so excited about going there and have been reading bout Hajj even since. May Allah grant Abah a blissful and Mabrur Hajj. And not to forget Mak. Semoga Mak pergi ke sana dengan hati yang lapang dan tenang dan dikurniakan Haji yang Mabrur. Aminn....

At the moment I don't have the Mekah or Kaa'ba picture of my own. Already googling it, but it makes me think twice and the right reserved words keep popping on my mind. So never mind the picture. Just enjoy the babbling yeah? hehehe. ;p

May Allah gives us the strength to stand and complete the big day mission and waiting for mom and dad to come home. Love them with all my heart <3

D 2 Dear in B2B Mode

Yeayyyy!! As the title, I'm now in B2B mode.

Pros- Very thrilling and happy...Adrenaline rush

Cons- Very busy right now with lots of going on. Furthering studies with all the assignment, system project with tight dateline, weekday at the office with lots of site survey and files on desk and lastly....Wedding arrangement, be it on surveying the theme color, buying wedding dress or all thingy that associate with 24 Disember 2011.

It seems like Cons got lots of the lines...huhuhu. Very busty busy...

Ideas come and go every nick and times and they do not stay on my brain for a long time. Darn that happen a lot nowadays. Maybe I'm getting older...(what's the purpose of using maybe words eh??)

At these moment, I just need to take a day(say 1 day is not enough...I should write 1 whole month or year...but that will be too much @_@) off from any work or job I should do. But think (forcing myself to be positive) about what others are doing rite now? My darling for example are buzier(like the 'z') than me and have lotz more in mind than me AND...darling never complain like ME... That's what I love about darling. So be like darling. Positive and just go along with it. Finish up all work ahead of time and I'll be happy in no time. T_T

Now now...How should I start? Come! Let me tell you about 24 Disember. My preparation and what I needs and wants. Hehehe.

A. Forms, Kursus Kahwin Cert & Misc

1. Form for the bride- done

2. Form for the bridegroom- ODW

3. Kursus Kahwin cert for both(2 copies)- done

4. Bride's Parent Weds Cert(2 copies)- done

5. HIV Test- done (at Klinik Kesihatan Pantai, Wisma Goshen. very smooth and easy)

B. Wedding Attire

1. Kain for solemnization- Not yet (waiting for bandung tunik to be fully sew at Terengganu)

2. Kain for reception - Not yet (aim for the design and pattern @_@)

3. Baju Melayu for solemnization- done

4. Sampin for solemnization- done

5. Songkok or tanjak?- Not yet

6. Baju Melayu for reception- Not yet (waiting for bride's kain <-Beli sekali)

B2. Bride's family Attire

1. Kain Ela for Mak, Yen & Qis- Not yet decided on theme for family

2. Corsaj- ODW

3. Baju Melayu for Abah & Ammar- Not yet

C. Invitation (DIY)<-solely because our guest is just 350 selected lucky people. Wink2!

1. Art paper- Not yet (waiting for Pipit Market Wonderful Event on 29th Oct 2011)

2. Printer Laserjet sponsored by Abah- checked

3. Envi or wooden long box- Not yet (survey process...tgh cari yang bersesuaian dgn theme invitation)

4. Envi wax seal SET (RM49.90)- Not yet

5. Wax-Red(RM11.30), -Gold, Silver & Bronze(RM35.70)- Not yet

6. Ribbon-Not yet

D. Food & Beverages

1. Nasi Tomato (500pax)- done

1.1. Menu- done

1.2. Confirmation (End of October & November)

1.2. Payment- Not yet

1.3. Ask for makan beradap (include/not)

2. Candy table

2.1. Cuppies

2.2. Puddings

2.3. Choco ball

2.4. Mashi

2.5. Cendol

E. Canopy

1. Three (3)/Four (4) should be enough- Waiting for confirmation

2. Payment- Not yet

F. Deco(DIY)

1. For Canopy (DIY)

1.1. Paper lantern (China)

1.2. Tissue Paper (Ikea)

1.3. Ribbon

1.4. Cloth pegs (Jusco)

1.5. Ballons

1.6. Wool thread

2. Dais (DIY)

2.1. Backdrop

2.2. Balang-balang kaca

2.3. Ribbon

2.4. Flower, Leaves & Grass

2.5. Mini Pillow

2.6. Cleopatra Chair
2.7. Other props

3. Small table

3.1. Table 4-6

3.2. Alas Meja (Plastic cover & Special theme cloth)

3.3. Centerpiece(Ikea)

3.4. Fishes

3.5. Mini pillow

G. Musics & Entertainment

1. CD Burn- Not yet

2. Projector

3. Amplifier (sponsored by darling)

H. Doorgift

1. Favor tin

2. Eggs

3. Bags

I. Newly Wed room

1. Cadar- done

2. Tilam- done

3. Bed frame- Not yet

4. Deco- Not yet

J. Misc

1. Banner- Not yet

2. Tunjuk Arah

3. Other booth

3.1. Canvas

3.2. Props

3.3. Table

Lots of things to be done. Yet I still go on slow pace. Still in dream land. @_@*. At the moment, all of the above is all what I can think of... I'll update on the progress if I have time.

Something new has begun...

Jeng3...Something has begun...

Who? Me of course there's no one else... T_T

What? My student life...

How? Recently I'm thinking of upgrading myself in term of qualification and finally I end up taking Master of Computer Networking... @_@ Need my geek glasses again laa...Haiyoo...

When? Registration date was on 14 August 2011 and 1st class started on 12 September (Monday)

WHY?? Huh? Why is it on capital letter? Because of this question, I'm here...Typing for the entry. ;p.

12 September 2011(flashback)

I went out to UiTM on 7.15am from my house and definitely going to be late. I knowwww...I'm so ashamed of myself...Taking leave on working day and woke up late but looking at the class schedule that would be starting on 8.30 in the morning...Darn...So late...I arrived on the campus 1 hour after the class should be started. Double darn...Then searched for the parking...Triple darn...Not only they double park, they had also parked their car in every sort of angle...Needs to be very careful with turns and corners...At last, I bedal park my car also...Ahahaha! Darnnnnn...Late because of the car pulak...Class, class..Where is my class situated?? I have never been in UiTM Shah Alam for classes, so I don't know where the hell is M18. When I asked around, you know what happen?? All senior student do not know where's that room...Seriously... When I was in UiTM Dungun, it was something that you have to be very ashamed of...If you are a student of that particular university do not know where the classes are, even if it is on your own faculty, you should be alert and know way around your faculty.

Finally, I asked the counter clerk(yang tak berapa nak layan orang, malahan hanya menjeling-jeling dari workplace dia). Hai la wanita...Then I got the answer from the good clerk(man) about the class...As being told, the class is actually on the next building! Haihhh!! Demam nak naik tangga lagi...Baju dah basah, bau setahun pelayaran, serupa kambing jatuh dalam air limbah...HAISEHHH....

Then I looked at my watch, going to class or not??

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...to be continued

You'll find your strong point when you're pushed to the limit @>~

September is already here...

Suddenly, in a blink of an eyes, September is here. Bringing more and more joy, results, works and buzz. Ramadhan had passes by, which I have forgotten to write every single bits on its month. Been very busy, except that I have wrote that mad note on the previous post. (Hehehehe...) What an unfortunate mister to be given a silence treatment and seen my tears. Sorry that I have make you fall into the guilt pit....

Now, it's Syawal and Eid is going well with everybody smiling and forgiving. Just how unlucky people who did not forgive others and have their own heart open and be relieved. Talking about Eid, Having to have one in Terengganu was such a bliss. Even though the weather there was hot,

and still burning at this time ;p , we enjoyed others companionship especially Grams..Love her

from the why she smiles to every gestures of her moves. And to be added to that, she's sooooo cute too...

Anyhow, I love to be in Malaysia...be it on the weather, foods, warm smile and shopping mall that are always, always on sale...(makes my purse seems like it have had a big hole on it...huhuhu). How am I going to get married if I'm still like this. Aiyarks!!

But shopping huh?? Love the way women fight against each other to scrap on sales items...Hahahaha! Funny thing. Things going to be well from now on... Be cautious, smile and walk confidently on your way to success. ;p

Save your heart for other frivolous things. @>~

You shouldn't be driving if you're furious or frustrated

It's been a while since I updated my blog....Not long ago(padahal Tuesday je pun..), I've been bombarded with lots of things. All the way from 12th floor until 7th floor of JKR Midvalley office. You should see my face when every fingers point on my unit, to be precise, me on the meeting. It's been like "Hey...I'm the idiot who volunteer to put my butt on fire...attack me, attack me". Anyway, I not going to babble about how busy I am for the past month. Only Allah knows how I strained myself and how I've pushed myself to the limit.

Enough talking about that, lets move on to the real topic...You should not be driving if you're in a bad mood. Hell yes! I've been driving like mad this night while crying...Shame on me.;p Now I feel sore around my eyes. Definitely going to look pathetic tomorrow. Speeding is definitely YES, sudden brakes? Checked, Misuse of signal and viper things when obviously doing wrong things?Checked. How 'skema' this kids...Tch...

Why am I crying? Something trigger my memories when you said something like this:

"Kalau saya sorang je yang usaha memang tak jadi la..."

Hellooo...Are you the only one who's been working hard?? Am I not?? You should see me on working hours and do you know why I've not quit my job for study? Because I want to work for the wedding's money. I'm so shocked that I even heard those words from you. I'm HURT very much at the statement. Moreover, you've added the quote:

"Sebaik-baik wanita adalah yang rendah wang hantarannya or wanita yang rendah hantarannya adalah tinggi darjatnya " I don't remember. I don't want to remember. At that mention of those quote, I've cried...Silently until my eyes hurt. That's why I've changed contacts to glasses at the petrol station. My mom have said to her stingy friends:

"Ala awak bayar berapa ribu je untuk isteri awak yang akan jadi orang gaji awak seumur hidup. Makan pakai and anak dia uruskan, cuba awak upah orang gaji. Lebih dari apa yang awak bagi masa hantaran kan??"

Damn..Why those words keep coming back at me? It makes me cry again. If you have not notice, I've been sobbing all the way from the moment of your talk. My fault when I always bring out the hantaran topic, my fault when I pushes you to marry me, my fault when I don't think about others when I speak or ask question. Do you think about the consequences of your word towards me??

Have you ever stop even for a second to think that I love you more than myself, that I would sacrifice my own feelings and wants to keep you content, not hurt, to cherish you and to make you satisfies and be happy when you're around me? Did you notice, every time we went out I wear your favorite colors, or anythings that you like me to wear? Open your eyes wide, wake up your senses and open your heart more. I know that you always remind me about being reasonable. Now I ask you, be reasonable when you're talking. A TV commercial always said, Think Before You Throw...My Commercial said...Think before you talk. Be it with others or families. If it is me, it's okay. Yes I would cry my heart out loud in a car, at the petrol station, while speeding or while taking a bath. Overtime, I'll fight that sadness and become my cheerful self again to cheer you up. Thank you for letting me into your life, into your heart.

Still calming myself...My eyes hurts...

Been Busy Like Crazy

After so many days, I'm here again, typing... Like the bold topic said, I've been busy like crazy. Want to know how pressure it is right now to me? Just look at my forehead and look at my frown brow..You sure won't missed the tension there. Hey, that life is all about right? If you're not busy here and there, you might get bored with your life and maybe right now you're wonder under the bridge or having a blast playing tantrum with your mother, father, wife, girlfriend or anybody else. That's is where the saying "Kau takde kerja ke kacau orang je?" or "Kau ni dah makan ubat belum".

While not so busy others laugh at you and says "Uiii...Banyaknya kerja.." Mocking your hard work and telling you to stop. Just do him or her a big favour. Spit on his/her face and slap him/her as hard as you can. Ahahahaha. Just kidding! But I bet you've playing that visual imagination on your mind too right? I'm harsh and I can easily get annoyed if I think people are mocking me. But tahi happens sometimes and this kind of thing will only be a speck of memory forgotten or ignored. But one thing for sure, I'll be my honey tahi for incoming days if my honey

gets busy and I need attentions...Hahahaha.

It's all about mind control...Assume that after your busy time is over, you'll get to relax and chill on a nice beach.

Imagine that after this, you'll have the time of your life in any country you wish for.

11 July 2011

Wow..Today according to Malaysia time, it's the third year of us having a good time together. And even it is the third year, I'll make you fall in love again and again with me. =)

Con't from July post...

After she text him about her crash laptop , he immediately called her. Whoaa...He called me?? Biar betul!! Takut pulak nak angkat..ehem2. She cleared her voice.

"Hello...". And the conversation begins...He said that she have child voice..Hehehe. And he never expected her voice would be like that. So immature and tender but yet soothing.

So days past by. They love to go online and text. Her respond was very positive and he like it. Until it's time for her to finish her last day in Campus.

Now, bit by bit his feeling for her grows, larger and deep. Until that very nite, he summon all his might to confess to her.

And 5 days later she respond saying YES. How a big burden of waiting have been lifting on his shoulder... He can't never stop

smiling thinking of that day.

Up until now a day, they are still lovey dovey and become cute couple...

Perfect couple always completing each other, covering what's not there and complementing other side.

July...

Three years before this month, July, is the month when she greets him in a messenger. Introduced by friends she'd known back in her college time, to help her on her research and thesis. She was glad that someone willing to help her.

From there, they become closer... Never one day they've missed communicating with each other through messenger. Not much of lovey dovey words but just some jokes here and there. There in the internet world also they've found new way of communicating- IMVU. They discovered their own ability of communicating and interacting with others through there. They love to play music and spends so much time together on that virtual world.Named by la matured and visc, they become closer and closer. A day felt not complete when she's not there online.

Initiatives taken, he summoned all his courage to ask for her mobile number. She even remembered his message.

Number exchanged and they started to text. It all started with how her laptop crashed.... To be continued in next chapter...

Memories are mean to be remembered with smiles not heartache...

Is that suppose to mean something??

I have nothing else to say to you. I'm going to give you the silent treatment. May you understand what happen. Geez...I'm not that strong, but you give me point to move a step away from you. I hope I can handle this with grace and smile for my future.

Seriously? Just have it on your way. I'll let you fly because you're just not bound to the ground with chains anymore.

Definitely not going to burden you anymore.

When

I believe I'm a better person in text ting and on telephone. I can joke, I can calm others and I can even annoys them...My confident level are sky rocketed if you had never known me in real world or in person, meaning to say face to face. Do other person feels the same? Have you ever come across any of these tingle sensation when you're talking to a human beings(as if you're not one of them).

I wouldn't call myself as moronic, iconic or supersonic. It just that sometimes, I like to lurk in the dark corner to find my peace that I've been missing for the whole days... Slap me if I'm wrong, people sometimes need their own time, be it only a minute or two, we have our own ups and down..

From there, I've discover you, your space and your comfy dark aisle...You sometimes don't need me to be there. You sometimes need me to shy away from you, just to have you shush time. I understand. You're just like me, like any other human being. But on the other side, you're unique in my heart.

When you don't need me by your side, I'll just stay hidden and peek for a while and stay silent..

There you are...

There you are sick and alone...I'm worried and sad for not having around to take care of you when you're not well. I'll love you more when you're sick and I'll care and cook for you if you're sick... I even want to fly my jet there to feel your hot forehead with my cold hands and cheeks..

One thing I'll not be doing is boil you some more crabby soup...Hehehe. As if you're force to gulp it all... ;p Rasa yang hebat!

I know you're so fragile when you got sick, you want to be spoil and fret like a little child so I'll be pinching your cheeks and makes you smile. I love those moment but please take care of yourself. I will always love you more and more when we're a part.

Missing you more when you told me you're sick...

Why??!!

What's wrong with other people who likes to bully me?? Arghhh...Apa ni?? Gosip2...

Don't afraid to defend your right? How to know that it is our right at that moment? That we don't interfere or back out from our total responsibility? Hmm... Who can answer that? Psstss...I'm so piss off when somebody push me to my limit...

All of us have our up and down..Someday there'll be yours too...so stop stepping on weaklings!!

What is it?

What is it that calling me to this state of mind? Or should I say who is it? I dare not say it was you who's been calling me all the time crying all your heart in a distance that I cannot even answer.

Days have been passing by without me knowing what's more important. I have always got a problem with priorities list. Huhuhu. Though you've said to plan well and managed my time wisely. I still got the tendency of being flexible.. What's the meaning of that? Heart goes first I mean. What?? I like to be spontaneous... but it seems that my liking have always dragged you into problem.. Sorry... I really like and love you to be on my side every nick of time.

Love your twinkle eyes when you smile....So adorable...

Hi

Hi, yesterday I didn't write because I tend to stumble up upon all works and labors(macam banyak sangat kerja).

Love comics!! My love to comic never felt less.. I grow fonds to comics and stuff because I love it's beauty and arts or drawing and story telling, even if it was just one imaginary type of comics.

Searching for ideas to draw something cutie too...wink!

Good Memories Remain

As the topic above have spoke all with itself... Good memories will always remain in me, unless I lost my memories entirely... hehehe

Last saturday, we've lots of fun playing kites and chasing the winds ;p So called the wind that have blown to its fullest on that day. Love the way you enjoy yourself. Your cute and childish face while playing kite makes me want to love you more and more.

Adorable and high level of cuteness... Thank you for being so considerate..

Mahal duhh lelayang depa...Boleh jadik jutawan layangan niaga gini..10x harga biasa..kat pantai2 pn xmahal gini...

10 Jun 2011

Mom's birthday...Yeayy...will buy her a nice lil' present...the one that she'll like...

Even if I used Yen's(big sister) money, I'll pay her later on...hehehe. Rite now my wallet seems to have a BIGGGG hole on it.huhuhu. Where's my money?? I believe I can still survive eating bread and oats. Tak mati punya lah kalau tak makan bihun goreng 3 minggu kan? Uish...Lapar lak menggenangkan bihun.

Enough with that, I'll give you hint bout the present. Wink2!! Dragonfly....

Arghh...sold out already...Where to find more, that thing? hmm...

Miss You

Miss me not, as you're going to Singapore alone and leave me behind...

That is your sms when I went to Singapore for just 3 days. Hehehehe. Now?? You're leaving me for Kelantan? Don't miss me if I DON'T sms ing you ok? ;p Just kidding. How can you not miss me when I'm always in there...wink!

Are you doin' fine there? Do you get enough sleep? I won't ask you do have enough meals because I know you would. Hehehe. Eat well, live well right?

Haaaa...Jangan ngorat2 + main2 mata aaa...

Here Honey

Here honey I wrote this to you, so that I won't bother you while you're having a nice week with your family.

I love the way you talk to me, even if it was from the first time you've called me on the cellphone. Shocked but extremely happy to hear your caring and undeniably macho voice. wink!

I love the way you tremble and stutter on the nite when you've called and said that not only you miss me but you LOVE me... I can imagine the way you would curl under your blanket and tried to said the word for the first time to me. So ADORABLE of you at that time, not that you're not adorable anymore this time, but on the moment, time seems to stop..

I love the way you smile when I sneak a glance at you on our first date that most of the time my face were blushed.

Your care, your thoughtfulness, your words and even your sharp eyes make me want to live life to the fullest.

Hang on there, stay with me, not only you'll understand me more, you'll be the master of my pieces of heart. Wink!

Yesterday

Yesterday, I was in the mood for sweet talkz. Not that others' talking to me, but I'm the one, who's doing all the talking and poetic touch of SMS'ing. ;p

I'm quoting my own words...What the hell??!

" You know honey, sometimes I feel like I'm the jealous guy and you're the good looking girl that I've always after"

"I'm falling 4 u, deeply, very deep that even I who always look back 4peices of shattered memories afraid to do so.. "

That's when my romantics souls kick in. Senak2 perut dibuatnya... Not mine but others fainted heart.

Here I am, waiting for you, longing for your piece of heart...

New blog, new feels

This is my 5th blog since 2008, I get easily bored and less motivated after long hours of sitting in

front of so called hi-tech beings. Hope this one won't be the same.. All this 2 years of dreaming and hard working that little by little seems to pay off, make me realize, what I have missed and what I have not. This is my 1st post in this blog that I've named D 2 dear... my future plan for this one will be everything that I put on stakes at the moment. :) Nothing so serious, just exaggerating things...

My new love, my new passion, come and bloom with me @>~